Friday = Nirvana

It's friday <3 I woke up and I felt myself very positive ,  after last night surprisingly I feel great , today I'm going to meet my Poland group at the airport . I hope I'll be a good interpretor and I'll have lots of fun . Keep your fingers crossed for me ! (hug)

Lonely night

I miss u . It is not because of the distance , I feel you distant ;( I can't explain it but it is a fact . I'm not sorry for feeling this way , just hoping it won't  last long .  I feel free to express my feelings here , nobody knows about my blog sa no one will understand about what I say or do here , I just need such a place : soul box -everything is here 

BOREDOM

Yesterday was such a boring day :D so here is a post inspired by the yesteday's EPIC BOREDOM

Shoes = Love

The very first sneakers (h)

My love :*

The present for my birthday (^)

My new boots ^^

Darkly, Darkly, Venus Aversa

 The album is great + the limited edition (bow) Just listen and feel the bliss ...

Track listing

All lyrics written by Dani Filth, all music composed by Cradle of Filth.

No.	Title	Length
1.	"The Cult of Venus Aversa"	7:07
2.	"One Foul Step from the Abyss"	4:53
3.	"The Nun with the Astral Habit"	4:55
4.	"Retreat of the Sacred Heart"	3:56
5.	"The Persecution Song"	5:34
6.	"Deceiving Eyes"	6:32
7.	"Lilith Immaculate"	6:12
8.	"The Spawn of Love and War"	6:19
9.	"Harlot on a Pedestal"	5:09
10.	"Forgive Me Father (I Have Sinned)"	4:33
11.	"Beyond Eleventh Hour"	7:16
Total length:		62:26

Limited Edition Bonus Disc
No.	Title	Length
1.	"Beast of Extermination"	5:32
2.	"Truth & Agony"	5:56
3.	"Mistress From the Sucking Pit"	7:00
4.	"Behind the Jagged Mountains"	5:44
5.	"Forgive Me Father (I Have Sinned)" (music video)	4:33

Nephew (hug)

My nephew was born today (hug) I'm the happiest aunty evar :P He's so cute and little , he is very calm and quiet , such a dude  :D

Great News (sun)

In my native town  there's an annual festival called Kukeri . It's somethnig like Halloween . It is international and groups from different countries come and I'm gonna translate from Bulgarian to one of the groups .I'm so happy , it's gonna be a great experience , I'll meet interesting people I hope we'll become friends ^^ Here are some pics taken during the previous years :P

And I love her...

I give her all my love
That's all I do
And if you saw my love
You'd love her too
I love her

She gives me everything
And tenderly
The kiss my lover brings
She brings to me
And I love her

A love like ours
Could never die
As long as I
Have you near me

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her

Sherry Argov Quotes

Sherry Argov Quotes ;)

Sherry Argov

People ..no ... WOMEN , read Sherry Argov's "Why Men Love Bitches? " Be aware of the fact that : "Whenever you are too worried about someone else's approval, that person loses respect for you."So be confident , be pretty , smart , just be you . If a man is THE man he will respect you even more for being yourself! The latest post proves it, it ain't a great deal but little things matter .Don't be vulnerable be strong ;)

One of the big small questions ...

To call first or not to call first ... this is the question :D At first I used to call my boyfriend first but  I felt awful when decided to make a little experiment. I haven't called him for few days , then got insane  :D and called him yelling because of his attitude ... hmmmm... the lack of attitude ! He said it is not so important , I explaint women need attention  and so on .... but the same story again and again . But during the last few days I didn't call him even once and he called me a few times . The first time : We haven't talked for few days are u mad at me again ? , I said : No , can't think about this anymore , do as u wish.  He was surprised . And again I didn't called him first now he is so sweet and gentle when taling on the phone, and HE is calling :D ^^ Men are SWINES , but I love pork :D This month I can't go out so we can't have a date and calling and chatting is the only way to communicate , and even when I'm not grounded and we go out together it is good to know he thinks of me even when we are not together ^^

Happy day -.-

An A in History ... so happy :D things are gettin' better .

Grounded

Being grounded for the first time in my life when I'm 17 ! The feeling is awful ! Grounded just for being myself , for expressing my real identity , which was obviously hidden for my mom ... But not anymore, now she knows who I'm , well ... almost the real REAL me would be too much for her. Just sayin' I wanted to share it before I go to sleep , it feels kinda better , talking (posting) helps ... I think this is the beggining of a great friendship - me  and my blog . ( Spelling and all kinds of mistakes are possible . Sorry (blush)  :D )

New year , new beginnig ^^

Happy to be here .Happy to be able to share stuff ( if sth happens ... :D ) .